The sky is getting lower and lower 
Tearing leaves from tops of the trees 
And I run with the breeze 
I wish I could fly 
Like the birds in the sky 
Want to rush away! 

From the cold and heavy showers 
That flood everything over and over 
Coloring days into grey. 
From burning melancholic thinkings 
Thinkings about you 

I can’t believe 
That spring will come to my home 
Winter is coming closer 
And sighing by the wind outside the window 

Rain washes away from the memory 
All reality, dreams and reveries 
Every day with you, every look 
It is spreading in rushing streams 
Thinkings about you

Late dawn hour in morning empty park
November has touched us in silence of the dark

One day the day will come
And melancholy flow
Replace the former pain
I let you go

Wind carries away my goodbye along with the leaves.
I’m losing a part of myself,
And the scar remains.
Velvet snow will cover the wounds,
Hiding them until spring

Grey skies reproach presses and pulls down
Touching your hair throwing a leaf to the ground

You are so far away
I will ask myself,
Swallowing the dry frost,
Could I change anything?

The routine of life
So familiar but she is
Just a ghost of loss.
How difficult to accept them all.
You dream to wake up…

Everything you build is running through your fingers
Darkness reaches out for me
Broken, crushed, have lost my meaning.
Tell me!..

And what to do now?
Looking into the empty sky, I shout to you.
And what to do now?
Falling into the void learn to live again?

And what to do now?
Looking into the empty sky, I shout to you
And what to do now?
I promise to be stronger through my tears

The air is so thick in the autumn forest 
And the cry of the crown cut the silence 
The wind covers everything with leaves 
He penetrated me with the cold breath 

Senselessly I stare into the grey deep 
Deep of October sky shedding tears 

Give me back my pain 
And then I’ll leave for good 
Leaves will hide my trail 
I don’t know who I am without it 
And what way I can choose 
Without any light in heart 

Another day has gone, they change in vain one by one 
And if could change anything 
I look at you as if I was looking at a wall 
If I knew that I could be loved 

And in front of longest abyss 
That’s just a step in length, I’ll ask…

The snow is falling on the ground 
It’s dark outside the window 
At home we have twinkling garlands 

So many guests, so many friends 
Long time no see 
And we are glad to meet everyone 

All together and clinking of glasses 
Laugh’s behind the wall, voice of mommy 
Who else can tell about me like that? 
So we are! 
In the silence near the crib 
We are dancing stealthily from others 

Another year will pass in turmoil 
Just like this one 
And I wish to get together again

In the silence of a cold night
Time is losing its transience.
Alone with myself
I can’t escape my thoughts,
That two ones will be side by side
Under the rays of the same Moon,
And I’m filled with despair,
Envy of what he can

Seeing you in pristine beauty,
Taking off clothes, touching, hearing your laughter,
Fall asleep, uniting flesh
And greeting new day with kissing your face

Instrumental

This early morning 
I’m entering a new day 
Sunlight and birdy chirping 
They are accompany me 
Will choose the longest way 

And I hope so 
Wherever you are now 
You will look above yourself 
We will know that in the same time 
The sky is looking at us 

May you be far away 
How much I would give 
So that you feel my darling 
How warmly I embraced you 
Through the thousand miles

Rustle of leaves
First frosty air
Sun shining from blue sky
In the October flames

Coffee and spicy honey
That was the smell of your hair
You know that no one can kiss it
Like me

I close my eyes and all the is the same again
Our kindly cozy home and father’s voice
Snowflakes cover the street
Colored lights
You put on your best jewelry
It suits you so well!
The city is waiting for the holiday
And it seems that it will always be like this

The snow is covering your tracks
I’ll turn around
No one behind me
I’m calling you
In the pitch darkness
As before I’m looking
For the warmth of your hand over and over again

I wish I could hear your prayer
Here, behind the wall now
With silent candles as in the old days
Warm me while I’m alive

I’m so afraid that no one up there
Eternal silence and nothing more
I scrutinize the infinite dark
And try to touch it…